2004-06-17 - 12:12 a.m.
I clicked the reload button about 57 times. Dammit, I wanted to post a goddam entry!
All of the sudden I feel like a large piece of crap. Again.
Forgive me, Louis, for still not emailing you. I wrote you one this morning, but of course something went wrong with my email account and it would not allow me to send any mail. I AM GOING TO EMAIL YOU, DAMMIT!
I didn't really even come here to explain how I feel. I feel... about a million things right now. All I really want is to stay up all night and talk to Someone. I want Someone to hold me and tell me that everything's okay.
I don't know. I need to stop thinking.
Back to Louis again. I don't mean to be neglecting you! Love ya sweetie!
I'm going to go wallow in self-pity for a little while. Word to your mother.
And ya gotta say it like that too...
