2004-09-10 - 4:11 p.m.
God damm it.
I hate Lady Capulet, and more importantly, I HATE ROMEO AND JULIET.
Why, WHY is it our fall production?
And why do people insist that I play a woman? I think I know why Mama B cast me as Lady Capulet. She needed to have someone funny to put there. She originally asked me to be the Nurse, which I would have loved, even though Mercutio is my dream role (well, for this play at least). I don't know.
I find it really sad that I want to act for a living and I have yet to be a lead in a play since I started acting at 11. Which I know might not mean anything, but it could also just mean that I suck.
Dammit, I don't suck! How could I possibly suck if theatre and acting makes me feel... I can't even say. You know, the only play my sister has ever saw me in was Our Town, and afterwards she told me that I must not be a good actress since I was just an extra. Yeah, fuck you Sarah.
Other than cast list, today really sucked. My mom is a moron. I really think that one day I will just kill her. I won't even realize that I did it. She apparently doesn't care if I go to school or not.
Will someone please tell me that I don't suck?
