2005-03-04 - 7:45 p.m.
There's nothing like a swift kick to the ass to make one realize all the fucking-up one has done in the last several months.
Or make that a stab wound to the heart, or what-you-will.
But you know, that's okay. Today was the most liberating day of my life thus far. I was driving to school (about three hours late, but that's a horse of a different color) and I realized, I could keep on driving if I wanted to. There wasn't anything holding me back anymore.
Am reading The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand. Am enjoying it immensly. Much better than Anthem.
I'm sorry for the way I am, but I'm even more sorry that you couldn't accept that...
